One night I went out to take a walk
To clear my mind
I looked down to the ground but I could feel somebody’s eyes
From behind
It was a girl that I once knew
Happy as the sky is blue
Made me think to myself
Well she has got so far to go
She don’t even know
Well that night thunder broke
Lightning flashed and the rain fell from the sky
And drowned the night
I didn’t know where to go
Who to hold what shelter I could find
To stay dry
Well that girl said, “hey you listen here”
I’ve got something I could share
The love I know it may be old
Something you thought you’d outgrown
But it never lost its hold
And you’ve got to keep your ways about you,
Your ways about you
And sometimes they may not understand you
They may not understand you
Well I stared at her and she stared at me
Soon I felt a familiar feeling creeping on in
There’s a sadness behind those eyes from something buried deep inside
And kept from mind
Well I know I’ve felt this way before
But these revelations are becoming a bore
She told me this was nothing new
And I’ve got to find some way, some way to push on through
And you’ve got to keep your ways about you,
Your ways about you
And sometimes they may not understand you
They may not understand you
But you’ve got to keep your ways about you,
Your ways about you
And sometimes they may not understand you
They may not understand you
Well one night I went out to take a walk
To clear my mind
I looked down to the ground
But only found the rocks and cracks
Staring on back
Sometimes when we speak
I think it comes out of me
Our conversations are drenched
In this curiosity
There are things I notice
Well I don’t think you know
Like the way your skin escapes from around your clothes
Well my mind has gone and wandered
And ended up in bed, with you
Something in this real life
I know I can never do
But I continue to play this fantasy out
Imagining my touch
And the feel of your mouth
Yet I must hold on to a sensible nights end
And simply say goodnight my friend
I just want that moment
My touch would give me
In my mind I know
You would let me in so easily
You could comfort that part of me
I’d forgotten and missed
The excitement and gentle hesitation
Of that first kiss
Well my mind has gone and wandered
And ended up in bed, with you
Something in this real life
I know I can never do
But I continue to play this fantasy out
Imagining my touch
And the feel of your mouth
Yet I must hold on to a sensible nights end
And simply say goodnight my friend
I have no idea
The consequences that would arise
But given my desire
I do imagine from time to time
To jeopardize our journey
With this energy driving us ahead
Well I would not sacrifice it
For a chance of you in my bed
So I’ll let my mind go and wander
And end up in bed with you
Something in this real life
I know I can never do
But I’ll continue to play this fantasy out
Imagining my touch
And the feel of your mouth
Only to smile and hug you tight
And bid you a wonderful goodnight
Goodnight
Goodnight
Goodnight
Goodnight
Well I tense up and I forget my lines
And you just sit there trying to read my mind
And I think to myself
What did I do this time?
I need to take a pause and then hit rewind
But I can’t, so I won’t
And I bleed cause I’m broke
And I hope cause if I don’t
One by one hearts begin to realize
And two by two
People’s lives become intertwined
But I find myself alone at the end of the day
Feeling like a kid when no one can come out and play
And the games aren’t as fun
When you’re not playing with someone
How can you stop something that has already begun?
Oh, quiet tears can only
Be explained in the rain
And a heavy mind sinks down in time
But the heart can’t hold the weight
Oh, quiet tears can only
Be explained in the rain
And a heavy mind sinks down in time
But the heart can’t hold the weight
Can’t hold the weight, can’t hold the weight
No it can’t and it won’t
And it bleeds cause it’s broke
And I hope that you know
Well I’m gonna laugh and cry from time to time
Whether you sit there or leave I’ll be just fine
I take a look at myself
And stop pulling apart the lines
I have what I have and life is letting me get by
Gotta sort through the thoughts
What I am, what I’m not
Live the sound and the moment
Taking a walk with you
Might be the best thing to do
Cause we can only go as fast as our shoes
And at the end of the day
If you still want me to stay
And I’ve liked what you’ve said
Then it will be the perfect ending
And I’ll do something nice for you
If you’ll do something nice too
And we’ll be better off you see
Than we have ever been
When the weeks are too long
And the days are too short
And my memory won’t hold near enough
When the sun goes down
If you still want me around
And you like what I’ve said
Then it will be the perfect ending
And I’ll do something nice for you
If you’ll do something nice too
And we’ll be better off you see
Than we have ever been
I will go home
And you will be waiting for me
And we’ll do all the things
People do when they’re happy
Cause we can never forget
The time we spent apart for so long
Cause we’ve got the perfect ending
And I’ll do something nice for you
If you’ll do something nice too
And we’ll be better off you see
Than we have ever been
Little leaning flower
Looks like your blooms to heavy for you
And I’ve been spending the hours
Trying to find a way to uplift you
So you can face the sun
Enjoy it like that other flower does
Oh oh don’t let nobody, don’t let nobody
Don’t let nobody, don’t let nobody
Don’t let nobody, don’t let nobody take you on
Well I can’t help caring about you
Your smiling eyes do me good
But I’ve got things to work thru
If you could help I know you would
So I can face the sun
Enjoy it like an honest person does
Oh oh don’t let nobody, don’t let nobody
Don’t let nobody, don’t let nobody
Don’t let nobody, don’t let nobody take you on
Well my eyes have been shut
For days on days
But now I feel strong enough
To open them up
Yes to open them up
Pain will always find its way to the heart
And that’s a reality we can’t let go
But I’m gonna feel every part
Only with the rain will I grow
So I can face the sun
Appreciate what it does
Oh oh don’t let nobody, don’t let nobody
Don’t let nobody, don’t let nobody
Don’t let nobody, don’t let nobody take you on
Things changing all the time
What you thought forever has died
But I really wouldn’t want it any other way
So please don’t let that change
I don’t really know what to say
You don’t have to understand anyway
Cause it’s really hard for me
To finish what I started
But I know if I don’t I won’t go anywhere
You can’t live in that memory
You can’t live in that song
You can’t hope that everything
Will turn out how you planned long ago
Say hello and goodbye to people
Let them in and let them go
But don’t forget what you had
And what you learned
But don’t let it be all you know
You can’t live in that memory
You can’t live in that song
You can’t hope that everything
Will turn out how you planned long ago
Everything everything will be alright
Everything everything changes
Things changing all the time
What you thought forever has died
But I really wouldn’t want it any other way
So please don’t let that change
Talk like you don’t know
Let it walk right out your mouth
Put your foot in it, and have a taste
Talk like you don’t know
Isn’t it funny how easy it flows
When you don’t know and there’s space to fill?
Well I’m the kind of person
Who will take some time to think about it
Before I shout it
Less I be the fool
I always give myself some room if I can help it
This ain’t the first time
And it sure won’t be the last
We’ll just give it some time and I know it’ll pass
When your heart’s in the right place
Why does your brain just seem to run
In circles all day never knowing what to say?
Well I’m the kind of person
Who will take some time to think about it
Before I shout it
Less I be the fool
I always give myself some room if I can help it
I talk like I do know
What I think is what I say
I’ve had my foot in my mouth more than twice
I’m glad you know where my heart is
You know those circles wear me down
Thanks for knowing what I mean when my words get turned round.
Well I’m the kind of person
Who will take some time to think about it
Before I shout it
Less I be the fool
I always give myself some room if I can help it
Well I’m the kind of person
Who will take some time to think about it
Before I shout it
Less I be the fool
I always give myself some room if I can help it
Talk like you don’t know
Let it walk right out your mouth
Put your foot in it, and have a taste
Talk like you don’t know
Isn’t it funny how easy it flows
When you don’t know and there’s space to fill?
Recorded at Full Tilt Productions in Mechanicsburg, PA
Engineered by Jason Shaffer
Mixed and mastered by Jason Shaffer
All songs written by Kyleen Downes
Produced by Kyleen Downes
Co-produced by Jason Shaffer and Nathan Veshecco
Drum arrangements by Spencer Rowland
Kyleen Downes - guitar, vocals, percussion, ukulele, piano
Spencer Rowland - drums, percussion
Jason Shaffer - bass
Nathan Veshecco - vocals, Asus2 chord on Myself
Cover photo by Kyleen Greene
Graphics by Charley Skira
released July 15, 2016
I want to recognize the people instrumental in getting me to this point in my musical life: Garry Ball, Steve McColaugh, Jim McCutcheon, the fantastic community of Dayton musicians and supporters, and each of my dedicated and dynamic students.
I want to thank the people instrumental in making this album happen: Natan Veshecco, Spencer Rowland, Jason Shaffer, Charley Skira, Janelle and Dustin Daniels, the Tebbe Family, Dave and Nancy Gentry, the generous backers of my Kickstarter campaign, and the people close to me that kept reminding me I could do it.
Most importantly, I am extremely grateful for the people instrumental in making me happen: My mom and my dad.
photo gary mitchell